Time For A Change

So this may be corny, but the brady bunch (yeah the old tv show), they have their own cd. And one of the songs is a time to change. And it talks about, well change. And listening to that song I think about all the different things I want to change in my life. Some of them are attainable, I can eat healthier, I could try and loose a little weight, I could exercise more. But there are some things that I can't change on my own. Having a rare genetic disorder is hard to cope with. I can't do normal things that people my age should be able to do. When I think about it I pray for God to heal me, and I would love for God to just completely heal me from it. But then I think what about all the other people out there that has the same thing I have. I want more. I want to be completely healed, but I want everyone else to be too. I want to find a cure. It annoys me to think there are smarter people than me out there, doctors for instance, you'd think someone somewhere would find something. But, in all fairness I do have the disease so I do have a better insight than most doctors. Because when you deal with something daily you know what makes it worse or better. So if I could find a cure that would be awesome. But anyways, back on track, sometimes there are things we would like to change and can't, we just have to trust in God to get us through the times we think we can't get through, and keep on looking towards a brighter future. Maybe my future contains finding a cure?