My Incurable Flaw

So we all have flaws. I have them too. But one stands out amid the rest. That is my incurable flaw! I like to see the good everywhere even when there isn't any. So say your watching a movie and there's a villain, I'm hoping the villain turns good before the movie is over. The name Maleficent I find to be beautiful, push aside the evil it's associated with and it's a very pretty name. From Barbie Life in the Dream house I want Raquel to be happy because I think she's just misunderstand. (Yes, I watch it, I know I'm a grown woman, but who doesn't like cute cartoons?) I am always trying to find the good around me. I don't trust anyone, because of horrible things that's happened to me, but don't misunderstand, I still seek the good. I have the inability to stop looking for good around me even when I'm in a pit of evil! It's like no matter what I always see the bright side of things. And I have no idea how that is. Because I've been hardened, and then I've been set free, I've gotten mad and all sort of profanity comes out of my mouth, but then I feel guilty and repent. As long as no one takes God's name in vain, I don't care what curse words they say to me. I don't like cigarettes, but I don't mind if people smoke around me, People with tattoo's all over their body reminds me of some of my family members, things that look dark and bad to the church beliefs look like a possibly for good to come out of it to me. Maybe it was the way I was raised, some insane family members I have, some out of this world stuff I went through, my bizarre emotional states, I don't know, but even though I trust no one except God, I always see the good. That's my incurable flaw.