My thoughts~~~~

I wonder if pigs could really fly.....
Maybe money could grow on trees, if I plant a quarter would it sprout dimes and nickles.....
Do you think there's gold buried near by......
If I drink something blue, but then drink something purple would my pee be blue/purple.....
Is Luke Wilson gay, or is he just waiting for me to come along.......
I wonder if a TRUE mud bath would work, maybe I should take off my clothes and roll around in the mud and find out.......
What's pie squared... Who cares, not like we ever are going to use it.....
If I could fly I'd visit Ireland right now......
Has anyone figured out what the stupid white block thing acutally does in Mario Brothers 3..
Oh, I would like my stomach to quite hurting, and my pains in my side to stop, maybe if I think real hard about them not hurting, it would make them stop......
How many clothes could Rachel wear, if Rachel could fit in her clothes, Could Rachel wear 20 or 30 or could she only fit a pair.....
Oh Mr. Mail please bring me a treat, wrap in dollars and call me sweet, let me know how much you care, Oh Mr. Mail man please bring me some makeup from Sephora.....
I see London, I see France, I don't have any underpants.....
Jack and Jill went up a hill, Jack was a guy and lost his way, while Jill ran around trying to find him.......
Adam was the first guy, Eve was the first girl and they both had a apple tree. Adam was too dumb to find the tree, but Eve was too smart so she did eat, now she gave Adam an apple, and Adam didn't know what it was, so being a guy he just took it, now they are both being punished by God, cause God forbid them to eat of the apple. So Eve had to bare children and Adam had to work to find food, and to this day it's a wonder way I can't stand apples........
I've held my pee as long as I could, now I must go find an out house, I need to pee, I'm sure you don't care, I must find an out house, maybe I do have indoor plumbing and I could use my toilet, I don't know, and I don't care, I have to pee badly so I'll pee anywhere......................................

Painful days!!

The last few days has been rough on me. So painful. I hate dealing with a rare disease cause it magnifies everything else 10 times to what it normally should be, and no one understands the constant pain I'm in. I will be so happy if they ever come out with a cure for Porphyria. Sometimes I don't think I can make it through any more attacks or painful days, and it's almost feels like I'm sliping away. But then somehow God always reaches down and touches me and makes the pain go away and saves my life over and over again from this horrid disease that's tried to take it so many times. It comes to a point to where you can't even take any more pain pills, because you've already taken enough, and too many aren't good for you. So you just live in horrid pain. If only we had the Pool of Siloam here like they did in the Bible days, I'd rush my tired crippled hurting body to the pool, even though I can't swim, and jump in and let God heal me and completly rid me of this disease. And then pray I don't drown, lol. But life is full of mistakes, bad things, and pain. I guess we just have to shift through the bad and bring out the good in everything. My bad has brought good in my walk with God, it's shown me the healing power of God and how faith can truely save a soul and heal a body, with trust in God.