Lost in Me

Looking for answers where they can't be found. Trying to find my way back. The people I saw but never knew, the place I was to where I'm at. How can I remember you but never seen? Who are you haunting my dreams? What's wrong with me, maybe I'm just insane. Maybe I just lost it yet once again. Wandering in wonderland only this isn't wonderland it's hell and everything I do and say is wrong and then I burn for all I done or didn't do. Because my life is full of chaos, mystery, and no clues. Where am I and where are you? Where do I go with no clues, I'm just lost in a maze that's me. I'm just lost in my own dreams. Lost in a land that I can not see. Lost is a dream that's more of a nightmare instead of a dream. I see the light, but I can not tell is a train or another hell? Where do I go and where do I be a better version of me?