Oh Lord you know deep down I love you. I don’t agree with the worlds view on you. They don't believe that you came for us or that you died on the cross for our sins. I know theres a lot of things that I’m fighting through. But Lord please know that no matter what I love you. I love you because you first died for me. I
love you because you are the oxygen I breathe you are my everything.
Whether it is satan or this rare genetic blood disease that is
causing me this insanity and makes me fight for you Lord, all that matters to
me is that at the end of the day I fight for you and you know how much I love
you. Because of you I am alive and because of you I live my life. Because you
are the oxygen I breathe you are my everything.
I love you Lord because when
the world turned their backs on me you were the one that held me. I love you
because when this blood disease claimed my life in the middle of the night one
high school night you brought me back to life. Even though it was a scary
experience and I was for a brief moment free of pain and coming to
see you in the clouds of glory. You sent my grandfather to me and told me that
it wasn't time for me to leave. So I awoke gasping for breath and feeling
the presence of death. But the worst part was smelling my
own rotting flesh that is a smell I never will forget because there is none so
horrible as it.
And I love you because you
keep me alive and when I wake up I live my life because of you. But most
importantly of all I love you for coming and dying on the cross. For taking on
the world's sin, shame, sickness, and heartache, I love you. Because
you care, I love you because you are my air. I love you because you are the
oxygen I breathe you are my everything. I love you.
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