Word Game

Let's play a word game. I say a word then type the first word that comes into my head, then look at how silly I really am. You should try it!

1) The H sign on roads = Honda (Listen to way too much Beach Boys, I'd never find a hospital if I needed one.)

2) Coffee = Starbucks (Is there any other kind?)

3) Alaska = Paradise (Love cold air, Grandfather pastured churches there!)

4) Evil = Certain Family Members ********* (Won't name names!)

5) Color = Blue, Pink, Purple (Too many to choose from!)

6) Number = 7 (Religious buffs should know why on that one!, 7 is the number of God, because 6 represents how far a man can go on his own, where as 7 is the number of God.)

7) Bible Verse = Psalms 91 (Soothing and calming verse of overcoming!)

8) Country = Israel (The Holy Land!)

9) Food = Pizza (Hey, it's what popped into my head first!!!)

10) England = Twiggy, Mad King George, Boston Tea Party (There's just too much to think of here, Twiggy love her, Mad King George reminds me of Porphyria, reminds me of myself, Boston Tea Party, hello Americans!!)

11) Superhero = God (Who else, of course God!!!!!!!)

Locked Away Like A Fairy Tale

A lost slipper, long tresses of gold, a sleeping beauty the story beholds.
Lost in a never ending wonderland, dreams awake and nightmares begin.

Just like a princess locked up in a castle tower, a wondering mermaid looking for her place between two worlds.
My story is no different than a fairy tale. Only a happy ending is still to be here.

Caught in a world of mass confusion. I suffer daily dis-allusions.
Living in a prison cell all my own. Locked up in my own body that's true imprisonment.
A blood disease, a curse, and no cure. I live in pain, both physical and mental.
Sometimes I think one wrong step will put me away for life, like they would come and get me and lock me up in a straight jacket.

If I told the world the real amount of pain I was in. They wouldn't know what on earth was keeping me here. They couldn't understand how I deal with the pain. Even I don't know how I get through the days. I can just count it all to faith. The power of God is mighty and the disease small.

Remember this next time you think your life is too tough. Most people don't know what true pain is, sheer horror that can only be felt inside, feeling like your blood is roasting you alive. Lost in a world of science fiction and reality, you never know just what to believe. So I turn to God as my only source of comfort in these things. Only God can save me from a horrible fate. I pray one day there is a cure and no other person has to suffer like I do. I pray that they find God if they are sick too.

Words of Comfort

These words I find to be comforting. There from Phillippians 4:7 KJV

Who could ask for more than the peace of God?

Here is the scripture.

"And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus."

The Psalms of Life

Psalms 24: 7-10

"Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in. Who is this King of glory? The Lord strong and mighty, the Lord mighty in battle. Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in. Who is this King of glory? The Lord of hosts, he is the King of glory. Selah."

Lord my life is nothing but a constant struggle. I fight daily to survive. I feel as if the mighty lion of the deep dark place has come and swallowed me up. Sometimes I can see myself overcoming the lion. But others I see myself being eaten alive. Lord the Psalms of my life isn't the happy or uplifting Psalms. It is the Psalms of distress when King David was hiding out from those who would attack him, when he turned to you for help. That is my life. I am hiding from those who would attack and devour me. But I can't hide forever, I live with the enemy daily. I am hidden out at the enemy's house. And I turn to you Lord for help. Some people's lives flow, others have it bad and then it gets good, others have it good and then gets bad, and so on and on. Me Lord, my life is full of conflict, it's a complex of contradictions. And I am lost in a blizzard of nothingness. Save me from this worry, dying, wilting, wondering, confusing, emotionally depriving land.
Lord I live only for you, without you there is no me and my life is vacant and void. I need you oh Lord to survive. I need you to live.

ST. John 14:27

"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."

The peace of God passeth away all fear and makes all worries seem small.

One Instant Driver

Driving my parent's car down the road not realizing my surroundings
In that one instant that I blinked a collision and I crash into another car's rear end
My parent's car is totaled and the front end heavily smashed in
Air bags come bursting forth out from no where and I black out and am in total darkness
In that one instant I could have lost my life due to just one moment of looking down
Once again God took piety on me and allowed me to survive what could have been a fatal mistake
I awoke to the falling debris of the airbags stuffing
Slightly confused, shock, and a wreck, I stupidly declined an ambulance
My parents come and get me upset the car is totaled, but more happy that I'm living
That whole week following the wreck I barely remember like a hazy mess
I slept and slept for I could not awake, my head throbbed and all I could contemplate
Was the bobbing of my head back and forth in the car before I blacked out
Sunday I try to stay awake in church, but somethings wrong I can feel it
It feels like my head is spinning in a hundred different directions
Loosing sense to what I hear and see I know I must take a trip to the emergency
There the doctors look at me and say you have a concussion
So hazy and so confused, x-rays, cat scans show nothing unusual
So to physical therapy I go a little relief but doesn't show
That one instant that I blinked while driving cost me countless hours of sleep
Cost me to have worse migraines than before
Cost me to suffer forever head and neck pain
A pillow so soft to some is like a brick to me
It throbs and feels all sorts of unpleasant things
Three or four years ago this was and like I should have been so careful now I warn you
Pay attention to the road, for you never know what lies farther down the road
If you blink for an instant you could pay with your life or pain forever
I was already sick due to a rare genetic blood disease and now I've added to my pain so stupidly of me
Sometimes we don't think ahead and end up worse than before we started.

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