A Psalm in the Night

A Psalm in the night. That’s all I have to offer you is a Psalm in the night. My thoughts betray me, my mind is heavy and I am sleepless and frightened. Like a child of the dark, or of a monster under her bed. I am alone in a dark place and it scares me, no lights, and no lights about to guide me out of this maze of insecurity. I am frightened, I feel helpless, but I know I’m not alone, not completely, because I know that through it all, in it all, and above it all, I will always have God with me. He is my protector of the night, my guide to the new light. The only one who can save me from losing all grips on reality. He is my only hope. There is no cure for this disease, which plagues me day by day and slowly wears down on the particles of my being. Man cannot help me anymore. I can take no more medicine, I can find no cure. My only salvation is in God. I feel God making me stronger and leading me day by day. And I know that if anyone can cure me or get me through this, it is God. He is freeing me from this prison cell I’m in. There’s no bars, no doors, but I am trapped and cannot get out, but my help is coming, my help is coming in the name of the Lord, Jesus Christ. Jesus thou son of David have mercy on me.