God I Need You Now

God I Need You Now

God I lay here once again disease has stricken me

I lie awake at night begging for my sanity

I forget what to do when the problems overshadow me

But in my heart of hearts I could never forget you

And it is to you Oh Lord of whom I cling.

Now when the pain is high

And the disease is spread far and wide

Now when the sickness has come

Let me have some peace inside of me.

Please don’t let the disease completely take over me

Please don’t let me completely lose my sanity

Please forgive me now for what I do is not of my own

What I think, how I feel, are not of my choosing.

I am slowly being driven off of mad cliff

The angry villagers see me as a monster

There they are with their pitchforks pointing at me now

Poking me and now I’m falling falling down.

Please Lord don’t let me forget who I am.

And most of all Lord I pray don’t let me ever forget you or your amazing grace.

All these things I pray in Jesus Name today. Amen.