Beautiful Dream

Living with this thorn in my side is like living with piranhas in a small fish tank.

Sometimes I feel really bad on the inside while other times I feel like I’m being fried alive.

While quite insane that may seem, feeling bad is just a beautiful dream, because through the pain that I feel inside it pushes me to want to know more and find a cure for others like me.
When I feel the pain a lot of times it drives me insane.

Not literally you see, just freaks me out, brings me to my knees.  

Because it’s so painful and horrific and there’s no way for me to stop it.

No cure yet has been found, but I’m going to school to research science so I can learn medicine.

So maybe someday soon I hope I will be quite normal like many others I know. 
So through pain and confusion you can still dream, maybe someday it will be, or maybe some other dream will you seek, either way you have found hope through the pain.

It’s a beautiful dream I have to research and find a cure for this inferiority.  

About a year later...

But fate has stepped in now and school has been postponed once again.

For the disease can be so crippling that it stops your life, hopes, and dreams.

But no worries you see because I still have the beautiful dream of getting my degree and finding a cure for all the people like me.